Not a day goes by !!!

It has been almost three months now and it seems like yesterday that we had that fight and I made u leave.  I just want my old life back minus the mean Matt, other than that are life was pretty good.  I can feel down deep in my soul that u still love me and thing about me alot, when will the day come when u knock at my door and ask for forgives, I will forgive u but things have to be differnt u need to get help for the anger problems u have and for feeling like u need to sleep with other woman, I thought that are love making was good and that I satified u, why must this pain go on please just come back we can work threw it are love is very deep and I understand everything about u....I have told u that I am sorry for everything I said and did, if I can forgive u for sleeping with another woman then u can forgive me....Please hun forgive me and come home we love u with all are hearts !